I love reading Richard Rohr… here is a great quote Adapted from Job and the Mystery of Suffering, pp. 20-21
An awful lot of religion is an excuse for not facing our fears, our self, and our doubts. True religion is not denial of doubt but a transformation of it; and often, to be honest, a temporary deepening of our doubt and darkness to get us there.
God walks with us into our fears, to feel them, to own them, to let them teach us. During that time we are often in darkness and cannot uphold ourselves. It even feels like a loss of faith. It is then that we slowly learn to let Someone Else hold us, and we come out enlarged and more hopeful. As long as I have lived, I cannot explain the chemistry of this transformation, but those who have gone through know it to be true.